What new thing did I learn about life?
Nothing new, really: Life can sometimes be really strenuous and full of fighting. You win some, you lose some. Again, nothing new. And when you (seemingly) lose a fight, it“s painful. This month, I have really suffered and prayed with a friend whose grandson came into the world seriously ill. Today, he took his leave of life in this world. As I was walking earlier through the garden and praying for his parents and grandmother, I felt like God was saying to me, „The fight was not for nothing.“ I don“t know what that means. And I“m not trying to comfort anyone with cheap words. However, this was what I felt. I really believe that it“s never for nothing to do everything that is in our power to fight for life, even when it doesn“t bring the result that we“d hoped for… that they could share a long life with others here on the Earth.
What new thing did I learn about myself?
This phase right now is really stressful. There has been illness and failure in the team. Delays. Lower back pain that has increased again in the last few days. Worry about Bernd. 1000 decisions about the ship that are building up and that intertwine. Having all of the details in mind at once is definitely not my strength – so far. During the weekend, two people with this strength blessed me that it would also develop in me. As a person created in God“s image, I possess the ability, at least rudimentarily. And it could still develop.
Nevertheless: All these things stretch me to my limits. There are phases when I find everything to be terrible, and I suffer in silence. Or aloud. And then there are moments when a switch is flipped. This happened on Sunday evening. I saw difficulties and challenges without end. And instead of being sad about them and allowing myself to become discouraged, I thought to myself: now more than ever!
Now more than ever
- – I want to tackle this
- – I want to believe that God is with me
- – I want to trust that there is a way
- – I want to hope, believe, pray
- – I want to keep going.
Now more than ever – not because it“s easy. That“s not it. But because it“s right. And it“s worth it. Even in the face of difficulties.
Now more than ever!
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